find someone who's easy to love

Yeah, my lameness is pretty much spiraling out of control lately. Like, obviously I don't tell people that I write stories about canpop indie legends like Final Fantasy banging dudes who aren't his boyfriend, and filming highbrow music video porn with other Toronto indier-than-thou non-entities. I find that not telling my acquaintanceship about my deviancy makes them more likely to attend concerts with me. I have to mask my massive boner with my math notebook, of course, but, like. I'd rather not have to explain slash in its entirety to my librarian granny gang.

( are they still my gang? it's up for debate. )

PS. I've given up on fandom for the next month or so. There will be no fic. Not that there's been relevant fic here for a while. But. Just fyi. I'm not about to stop making navel-gazing posts about my ~~feelings, either, so if I'm still on your reading filter at this point, you may as well give up and just defriend. Fortunately, I hold very few illusions about my interestingness to the vast majority of humankind, and I'll only cry for a little while.